I just wish I would die already. I am tired of existing. I don’t even live. I merely exist. I am tired of it. I have no one in my life except online friends an people who are paid to be in my life (support workers, psychs etc.) Ugh. I am tired of this fucking bullshit. Every fucking day is the same. Being terrified of people, but being lonely as fuck. I wonder if i can sue for wrongful life. I’m autie as fuck. ADHD as fuck. BPD as fuck. I’ve fucking had enough.
Ugh. When will this bullshit end. Sorry for posting so much :/
I have next to no one to talk to. The few people i do talk to are busy studying/working. So i don’t talk to them much. So I post on lemmy/piefed a lot. This is my life :/
Well, you clearly have good taste when it comes to social media. :) You’ve probably made some other good decisions too.
I’ve also made a lot of shit decisions. I may or may not have an acquired brain injury to all the suicide attempts I’ve made. I am not investigating that atm. Working on ADHD. If that comes back negative, then I’ll move to ABI. Anyway, yeah. I’ve made some fucked up decisions. Shit fucking sucks.
Many people make shitty decisions. It’s okay to make shitty decisions. It’s a part of the path of growth. I argue you’re on the right path, a shit person doesn’t recognize theirmistakes as shitty, and here you are, already learning from them.
Hey buddy, I just want you to know that you’re seen, you’re heard, and your pain matters.
thank you
Fellow AUDHD sufferer. Just recently lost my job/career of 10 years. Shit fucking sucks, world’s going to shit faster than predicted by even the most pessimistic forecasts. But we’re still here, we still count, we’re still allowed to take up space. Don’t let depression lie to you, it’s VERY good at that.
I should also probably learn to take my own advice, lol.
I’m sorry you’re going through that :(. Hugs if wanted
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I think my meds need tweaking, but the public hospital discharged me and i don’t particularly want to go back.
Hey fellow auntie, I can relate. 99% don’t (edit:as in:can not) know how it is.
But it is possible to have a good time and change things for the better.
